this is the international year of the volunteer. i have no work and the phrase "well you can always volunteer" causes me shortness of breath. actually just the "v" word is enough as it seems my assistant position in sound editing has been turned over to a living-with-my-parents volunteer who will eventually get paid. i however, am broke, have to pay rent and cannot afford paying to work. isn't volunteering for folks that can afford the time and money? to give because they can?

depression is settling in again quite nicely.
i did however volunteer for CIVICUS this week.
that was worthwhile.
however the "v" word is not a good one for me these days.
more on that later.
it was cool to hear my music played in the big convention centre!

had to rush back to van for that dumb meeting.
really should watch the pre-mix too.
will visit victoria next week.

i am in victoria.
I will phone brian crown today. haven't seen him in 2 years. we've been friends since pre- school. almost 40 damn years.

will perhaps go to VCC DMM alumni meeting tommorrow night.

pre-mixes of Liberty Stands Still started today. i should be there watching.

should go visit oma & opa today too.

holy

its not working.

Urban owner's of SUV's are immoral.
Bad people.
Its a sin to judge.

memories, memories.
trying to pass the day away
with any hope of dying
gotta keep my streetlights on
trying to stay inspired

must think up a kiss storyline for
short film for dado.

kreber wants to marry a rich man.
says she'll sneak me some doughnuts tho.

sik an d tiret

staring at the mac all day.
trying to make a homepage.

ok, i'm in victoria. i think this will work now.
my back hurts.
the weather is nice and not as hot as previous days.
swinkylass got me the sigur rós tickets. 35 bones!!

forgive me for trying

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